“It dawned on me,
looking out at all those
wonderful city lights,
that I was just one of those
millions of city lights,
a tiny little pixel,
buried within
the white noise of life,
blinking on for just
a brief second in time.
I didn't want to be a martyr.
I wanted to be nobody.”
I don't want to sound too dramatic but... it was a long ass journey I have been through to obtain this pretty, shiny, precious, looking thing. Even up to this day, I still don't think it's real.
"Sometimes we think people are only motivated by money... by power. But people are also motivated by stories."
I told myself that I'll stay away from anything Seventeen as much as possible (for they are rude good looking and genuinely talented boys who don't know when to stop AT ALL), but here I am giving you a rather late review of their latest Special Album called Director's Cut, and my sister got herself the Sunset version.
2018
Done Watching, 2018: Manolo: The Boy Who Made Shoes for Lizards (2017), Review
Friday, February 09, 2018"Who do you believe?"
Warning: The documentary includes discussion of possessing child pornography and sodomy toward young boys.
"You cannot have it both ways.
A dancer who relies upon the doubtful comforts of human love
can never be a great dancer. Never."
A dancer who relies upon the doubtful comforts of human love
can never be a great dancer. Never."
" I knew it first. It was mine before anyone else's."
"Then I gave it away."
I never knew that one of the stories that basically shaped my childhood came from such a heavy emotionally wrecking place.
"I don't go to the movies much. If you've seen one, you've seen them all."
"So, he killed himself for nothing?'
"Did he?"
"What are you saying?"
"Only a fool thinks he can solve the world's problems."
"Yeah, but you gotta try, don't you?"
The conversation above was quoted from the conversation I really liked from Episode 5 of Fargo, Season 1.
Attracted by its fascinating poster, I was lured into a story of melancholy brought together by a bouquet of flowers.
If you were to ask me if 2018 is saved, I would probably say yes right at this moment. With thirteen undeniably good looking and talented boys, CECI (might've definitely) saved 2018 with their first cover for the year.
As I free up my shelf space from traces of a group I once loved, I thought I'm going to be done with anything that has something to do with official merch, let alone another calendar. But I guess the universe has other plans for me.















