2015

Promises To Self

Tuesday, December 30, 2014

December 29, 2014


Another year will soon pass once more. With 365 new days coming ahead of all of us. there is also 365 new chances to take. Now is the time to cast off the past, and start looking toward the future.

Crafts

ki-gu-mi Wooden Art: Rabbit

Sunday, December 28, 2014

December 12, 2014


I have always loved puzzles. Puzzles gives me such blissful satisfaction whenever I get to finish one. But with real life duties and chores by the side, puzzle time for me gets lessened each and every time. 

DIY

Recycled Scratch Pads

Sunday, December 28, 2014

December 18, 2014


Sometimes the most ingenious ideas randomly comes and goes.

Christmas 2015

Christmas 2014

Thursday, December 25, 2014

December 25, 2014


You could say that this is one of those cliche Christmas posts everyone writes each and every year.

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365

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

December 15, 2014


You could call me crazy, but I don't care. It's been a year since that fated day. 365 days had passed, and yet here I am still stuck with that same smile that one person gave me.

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23rd at Malcolm's

Thursday, December 11, 2014

December 4, 2014



Laugh if you must, but I guess it can't be helped. It was someone's 23rd that day, and I am glad I spent it with the right people, conversations with a whole lot of loving, and good food. 

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8035 Days

Friday, December 05, 2014

December 4, 2014


This is not enough, this will never be enough.

As I ponder about the things that I should say in this entry, I found myself frustratingly blank and confused. Am I really doing this? Am I really going to type down these thoughts inside my head? Am I really, seriously okay with this? 

It's been more than 50 weeks since he came into my life. Thinking that he is yet again another boy who will just pass me by, I(emphasis on "I") clearly am not informed of the consequences that follow.

It's not like I was falling, it felt more like as if I was climbing down slowly. Slowly going down with doubts, fear, occasional emotional breakdowns, breathlessness, and endless amount of bliss. 

It may be too cliche to say that he felt so different. But he is... different. 

You could say that I'm being delusional. You could say that I am just desperate for something I cannot have. Or I'm just thinking of things, but please... just this once, let me be.

For he who brought not only happiness in my life, numerous tearful, and untimely emotional breakouts, strength to hold on to in times of stress. He also gave way for me to meet people who I could really turn to.

The person who made me question the universe. A solid record of such perfect timing.

The one who changed everything with just one look. So close yet so far. A dangerous thing, yet so lovely. which forever be kept inside my head and my heart.

And as he celebrates his special day, with the people who makes him smile, a phone call with his mom for an hour or two. You deserve all the good things in the world. You deserve all the love. Happy Birthday, you.