To put all my thoughts in simple terms: 

I am proud of the fact that I have survived every frightening roller coaster ride I rode.

It may not be as pretty or poetic as I hope it would be, but that sums it all up. The fact that I am here, still facing each and every waking day with a smile is enough to be proud. 

So much had happened in the past. I have always been faced with a wall that says "YOU CAN'T MAKE IT", but looking back at it, I laugh at myself for being such a scaredy cat. Wanting to tell my past self that it will be better. There will always be better days. 

To past Laline, you've worked hard. You got it hard. But guess what? It's all in your head. Hihi. This is what happens when you overthink, you end up depressing yourself girl. I'm not going to give you any spoilers, but guess what? In the timeline that I am in, you will find someone you who will give you the smiles and butterflies. So that's great right? Never lose the will to survive. And uhhh... don't be shy. 

To present Laline, keep doing what you are doing. For it is working. There will be hurdles yes, but it's all up to you, in how you want to face each and every bullet shot at you. It's your decision to be shot down, or be bulletproof(**shoutss WE ARE BULLETPROOF!!!). 

To future Laline, I hope you are doing great. If not, things will be great soon, just hold on. It will always turn out great, you just have to wait. Never fail to see the light in every dark tunnel. I trust you, you still have a long way to go. 

I'm really thankful that in this timeline, present Laline is currently getting the rhythm of positivity. It was of great help. And hopefully, present Laline won't lose that spirit. Because she's on a roll now.