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June 30 2015
07:51PM 
The End Of Something in Your Life

I guess this is it. The penultimate post of my 2015 The June Narrative series.
I started the June Narrative Series for a reason, as reason to wake up each day, and actually do something. I planned it all out from what to do, what to say, and when to release it each, and every day.

The next thing I know, I landed myself a job. I ran out of time to prepare photos for each topics, then I just gave up entirely towards the end. But I guess, it's only fitting that I end things as scheduled, for I only missed like a couple of days. teehee.

Overall, I have loved my Narrative journey. For it gave me the responsibility. The push, to actually create, or do something amidst what I am supposed to do. And that meant well for me. I have always been struggling with what to do with my blog for it's not about my Journey to SEOUL anymore. It's now more than that.

For starters, I am not that good of a writer. Heck I don't even consider myself as a good content creator, in all honesty. So The June Narrative gave me a chance to actually explore my options, dig deeper into things I know, and share that within the progress.

Lastly, I would like to consider it as my recovery. A healing process I have been working on since day one of the month of June. It doesn't mean that if you are going through a healing stage means you have something serious going on. I don't see it that way at all. It's more like I was in this rabbit hole of confusion, and I decided to get out of it. And actually doing, or creating something is what I thought would be appropriate for me to do, to make little steps in order to get out of that rabbit hole. Even if I am still on my way out, I see this as a good start towards the more bright, clear, and open outside world of the rabbit hole that I am in.

I would like to end this penultimate post with a quote I have stumbled upon  dryyoureyes-startbelieving tumblr,

RECOVERY isn't about creating a new you or embracing an old you. It's about loving who you are in the present, without any expectations or false hopes. Accepting who you are, and where you could go, without all the added pressure on yourself.  

So... if ever you made it all the way up to this point, I wish you a great day, a great week, a great month, a great year and a great life ahead, dear reader. For you deserve it. Things may be looking not as good as you expect it to be, but trust me... things will be better. Things will always be better. Just keep the faith, and trust the process. Never lose that smile, okay?