The June Narrative: Camera Roll

Thursday, June 11, 2015

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June 11 2015
11:17PM
Guilty Pleasures


A guilty pleasure is something one enjoys and considers pleasurable despite feeling guilt for enjoying it. I don’t really feel particularly guilty when I venture out to do something. I will “namnam” every minute of it giving zero fucks as much as possible. But I’m not all that confident in this world, am I?


The closest thing to a guilty pleasure that I could think of would be the the 98% scale of Seokjin’s photos saved in my phone's camera roll. I'm not really that concerned when it comes to people looking what's inside my phone. Because I don't really have people do that to me anyways, except for some random occasions. 

But when people do, I have this rush of panic. Because I don't want them to think how obsessive I am when it comes to him. I swear I am not. It's just that some people has this tendency to make it seem to be such an issue. Where it boils down to how obsessive crazy I am with matters of Seokjin. But again, I swear I am not like that. At all.


It's just that in times of anxiety, sadness, or just pure sheer boredom, I have Seokjin to shed light in the dark. I find his presence through photos comforting. He's the sweet tea that make me feel warm, and cozy, to my every dull, cold, and rainy days. Because if you know me, his videos could send me to the nearest hospital, and I would probably not survive.

So... future people who might want to get their hands on my phone, please don't judge. We all have our crazies, and stuff like that. You do you, and I do mine.

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