August 4, 2016

Dear July,

We meet again. And as always things are not how they used to be like the last time we met.


Do excuse me of my horrible ramble, it's been a long while since I wrote to you. And honestly, I don't really know where to start.


I must admit July, I'm not really doing great since you've arrived. Things happened, my emotions were all over the place and then there was darkness.


And with darkness, I discovered my love for solitude. It was both dangerous and addicting. It was something I needed.

Then I found writing, it became my way to escape. It gave me a place to channel everything - feelings and negativity. It paved a way for me to do different things, and turn them into something decent and pretty.

Despite all that, July... I'm here to move forward, for that's the only way.

I need to let go.

Outgrow some things, people, and emotions.

And most of all, never look back.

Despite everything, still, you made me realize that I'm not alone. For there will always be people who will make me feel better. Give me a hand. And assure me that it's not the end.

I must admit July, I still have long way to go. But looking at it now, I'm already quite far from where I used to be. And I guess that's something that I should be proud of.

I still am glad to end you with the presence of family, friends, and the one I love.

At the end of the day, do keep in mind that you still made me smile.


Thank you, July.



One of the promises I made before I said goodbye to the year 2015 is to document, and put out more nice things. Nice things that matter to me, those closest to my heart. Since making video blogs have always been a delight for me to make, I thought I'll give this year a try.