“It dawned on me,
looking out at all those
wonderful city lights,
that I was just one of those
millions of city lights,
a tiny little pixel,
buried within
the white noise of life,
blinking on for just
a brief second in time.
I didn't want to be a martyr.
I wanted to be nobody.”
I don't want to sound too dramatic but... it was a long ass journey I have been through to obtain this pretty, shiny, precious, looking thing. Even up to this day, I still don't think it's real.