Reflecting on the series of events that unfolded, I realized that I blatantly allowed my petty emotions to take over me. I felt like a total shit yesterday. It was not fun at all. I seem to have forgotten there still so many things to be thankful for, yet I was stuck in such an emotional mess that I disregarded to give positivity a chance.

300 days. 

Yesterday was the three hundredth day. The 300th day wherein I've been climbing down slowly. Admiring this certain boy, watched and loved by hundreds of people across the globe. Thinking of this boy each and every waking day of my life for the past three hundred days. This boy wherein I found an outlet of positivity, inspiration and determination. That one certain boy whom I found passion and genuine love that he gives to his craft. That one boy who's the only one that could make me feel multiple emotions all at the same time, yet still make me stay. That boy named Kim Seokjin.

But those three hundred days was not just about a boy, it was also a journey. The past three hundred days for me was both a struggle and happy memory. I've gained and lost some friends along the way, yet I'm thankful the ones who stayed were the ones who lift you and not the ones who trip you down. And I am genuinely thankful for that. I may have had shown my fair share of shortcomings, but I am more than thankful that I am surrounded by people full of hope and happy energy. 

To the boy who became an outlet of my positivity, hope and happiness I have had for three hundred days(and counting), though sometimes I have the tendency to be petty and plain dramatic towards him. I express my utmost gratitude for not only your existence, but also the friends that I found along the whilst I was getting to know someone like you. 

Now that the days are counted wherein we'll be in the same place, at the same time. Here's to me wishing not only you, but also the people we love all the good things in the world. As we both get through not only today, but each and every day of our lives separately. Wherein I continue to support you from afar, never change your genuine self that I came to like.


P.S.

The fan art on my pillow is made by the awesome Sweetjoong, who gave me permission to print them for Ate Anne's birthday.